30 mins ride.

Omw to work now from Amk. Bus is moving so slowly because the traffic's real bad. Just how much I hate peak hour. Sigh.


Anyway, otw to school today, I saw someone I thought had long ago vanished. Someone I regret knowing, someone who give me chills whenever I think about that short period of time we met, someone I don't wish to remember. Let this be the last time I see that someone, please.


I sound so mean, but whatever. That person totally don't deserve my attention and time. Okay bye.

Life's so fragile.

Just read the article about the Tampines accident a while ago. It's just so upsetting, I can never imagine myself losing my two precious ones in one night. It's definitely a huge blow for the parents and I hope they can stay strong. My deepest condolences.

Burden.

As much as I wanna graduate as soon as possible, it seems more like a burden to me. I hate school so much that if I'm allow to, I wanna burn down the whole school. Too late to regret everything and I can only blame myself for choosing this path. Till then, I sincerely thank all my loved ones for encouraging me and tell me not to give up. Sorry for always being a disappointment to you all, Sorry that I chose the wrong path, Sorry for all the time and effort wasted on me. I promise I'll be good. I hope I'll be.

Work

Yesterday was just school, work and supper.


First working day of 2013 and I thought it would better than usual. But I was completely wrong, like duh. How could work be better with shitty tour guides, shitty guests, shitty management and shitty boss. Recently they increased the price of the admission tickets. Gdi srsly, what are they thinking? Increasing the price of the tix is fine, but what about our pay? Only thinking of getting more income from this and not putting yourself into our shoes? We need money too. Argh.

Flashbacks.

So.... I went to school, skipped lunch, met my friend and took a bus back home. Bus journey was rather sentimental, but I guess I'm fine now.

Hello 2013!

Happy 2013, people! 

Am very thankful that 2012 has come to an end. Like finally. With all the heartaches, grievances, giving up thoughts, struggles, and many other painful obstacles, they are now past tense. I can look forward to a brand new year with new goals, new experiences and probably a new me.


2012 has been quite a crucial year for me since there's a few occasional where I literally broke down because of school. The thoughts of giving up and leaving the school without any certificate were pretty strong that time. But thanks to my loved ones for encouraging me, I pulled through the difficult times and made my decision. Even though the goal now is to graduate with a diploma cert, there's still a long journey for me to complete everything and I'm dreading it every single day. Thus, I hope in 2013, I can be more self-driven and accomplish the goal that will do me good in future. Easier said than done, I hope I won't have those thoughts again and prove to everyone I can do it.


However, aside from all these shits, the rest of the days were somewhat pleasant. Throughout the year, I had a closer bond with my 4 lovely unnies whom I met at work. Even though I've been the most evil maknae on earth, they never despair me. I hope I can keep up to the promise of being a well-behaved maknae this year before they start ignoring me. Haha. Whatever it is, I'm thankful for their existence in my life. ♡


To my beloved Sixsome& MWM, thanks for staying by my side throughout the difficult times that I've been through. Almost 8 years friendship, so happy that we've come so far. The good times and bad times, the good memories and bad memories. Even if that one person decided not to come back, we'll still stay strong as 5 right? :) Yes we will. Thanks for the love and care for the past 7 years and counting. Can't wait for all of us to get attached happily, get married, have children and still meet up occasionally for high teas/ shopping spree. Haha.


To my one and only family. Sorry for always being a disappointment and let you all down. Sorry for not being the study-type that will do the family proud. Sorry for always being so rebellious and ill-tempered. No matter what I do, you guys always forgive me and let it go. Thank you for tolerating all my nonsenses all these years. I'm gonna turn 21 this year and I promise I'll take good care of myself and the family to lessen the burden. I will never follow second bro's footstep and make the family so worried. I will be good.... I hope.


Enough of hopes& promises, let's move on to my summary of 2012 :

1. Macbook was officially dead after 3 diagnose, 2 repairs. 
2. Worked at Harry Potter Exhibition for 2 months.
3. Made new friends, new cliques. 
4. Visited Legoland.
5. Get to see 4minute & BoysLikeGirls. (Like finally!)
6. Went for Big Bang concert. 
7. Worked at Gardens by the bay for 3 months.
8. 2 years at Night Safari.
9. Lonely valentine's day again.
10. Club for the first time. 

Thanks to my limited memory space and not keeping up a blog, I can only remember this much that happened for the past year. Whatever it is, I'm embracing 2013 with a hope that I'll become a better person physically and mentally.


I shall end this long entry with my resolutions of the year. I'd be very pleased if I accomplish all that mention. Let's hope it'll be a good year & pink health for everyone.


Resolutions for 2013 :

1. Travel. 
2. Have a great 21st. 
3. Start saving.
4. Learn to play the piano. 
5. Continue learning Korean language.
6. Spend more time with family.
7. Paint my own room.
8. Stop hating school, stop skipping school. 
9. Keep up this blog. 
10. Be more decisive, determined & discipled. 
11. Lose weight. :( 
12. Try a part time job in retail. 
13. Maintain good relationship with my loved ones.
14. Get a boyfriend. (haha) 
15. Be happy. 

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May 2013 be a fruitful and amazing journey for everyone! Cheers!